About the Author

I’m David Shepard, a writer, electrician and Marine Corps veteran living in Oregon. I write about the experiences that shaped me, the people who helped me through them, and the questions I’ve carried into adulthood. My current work brings me back to Alaska, where I arrived at sixteen with a strict religious upbringing and little understanding of the life I was about to enter.

In December 2007, a house fire displaced my family in California. A few months later, I was sent to stay with a missionary family in Unalakleet, a small village on Alaska’s Bering Sea coast. The trip was supposed to last one month. It became nearly two years.

My memoir in progress, Where the East Wind Blows, follows that time. Living in a combined church and house, I took on unfamiliar responsibilities and spent long stretches alone. I traveled to remote villages, learned to gather wood and fish through the ice, and found myself in situations where my inexperience carried real consequences. People in the community helped me find my footing, especially Luther, a Native Alaskan man whose patience and practical knowledge became an important part of my life there.

The book holds the danger and beauty of those years alongside the quieter experiences of being young and far from home: wanting to be useful, following the expectations of the adults around me, and trying to understand where I belonged. Writing it now means returning to those moments with both the memory of the boy who lived them and the perspective of the man I’ve become.

Over the coming year, my focus is on developing the manuscript and working toward traditional publication, while continuing to write personal essays and share shorter pieces. Hidden Survivor is where I’ll bring that work together, with links to published stories, updates on the memoir, and glimpses into the experiences behind the writing.

Thank you for reading and being part of this next chapter.

The name started with a ghillie suit.

I’m a fan of the television show Survivor, and when I first joined social media in 2026, I created an account to look for hidden immunity idols. On Instagram, I called myself The Hidden Survivor. I went looking for idols in a ghillie suit, hiding my face, playing hide-and-seek with the crowd, and making people laugh. It was a way to introduce myself to the world while deciding how much of myself I was ready to show.

Being hidden was already familiar to me. I grew up in a religious cult and remained isolated from much of the outside world into my twenties. As I found my way beyond it, I watched other people to learn how to act in social situations. I often felt like I was on the outside, trying to understand how everyone else knew what to do.

I also kept much of my history to myself. I had survived experiences I rarely talked about, and I worried that people would think less of me if they knew. I thought so little of myself that I expected others to feel the same way. Even around people, I could feel deeply isolated, wanting to belong while keeping the things that had shaped me out of sight.

The ghillie suit gave me a playful way to begin being seen. Eventually, I took it off and introduced myself by my real name. An account that began with a game became a place where I could start letting people know me.

Now I’m sharing more through my writing. My memoir and essays return to experiences I carried quietly for years and to the people who helped me through them. I’ve kept the name Hidden Survivor because it holds both parts of that story: the person who was afraid to be known, and the person who found a way to begin.

Why Hidden Survivor?

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